Sunday, March 22, 2009

why is it so hard anymore

I can't remember the last time I was really happy.
Yes this will be full of complaints.
I just need to rant.

I've lost all trust in people. I've lost most of my friends. I need to learn self control, so I can try and get myself out of debt. my house makes me unhappy, I want to get away from here and have a decent place to live. I am so behind in life. I need to get my GED, and find some way to go to college.

I cant get financial aid because my dad makes to much money, even though he makes less than most kids parents on financial aid, he also doesn't live with me, and he wont help me pay for college.
And my mom can't afford to help me.

I cant afford to get a car, and even when I do get a car I will be even more in debt.
It just seems like I am stuck being this way for a long time.
Its hard to stay positive anymore.

1 comment:

  1. just keep your chin up, and you'll make it through just fine (:
    i know things suck right now, but i think things will start to pick up for you soon. I know that you're aware of everything that you need to do, you just need to go out there and do it. You know I'm always going to be here for you, and I'll help you out in anyway i can. stay strong, Kari!

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